last night jackie and i did the out of the darkness over night walk. it was an 18 mile walk from brooklyn through manhattan and then back to brooklyn again.

the first 5 miles are cake, espically because your in nyc and arent really aware of how much your walking. miles 6-10 were really hard for me but luckily they had a spot where we took about 20 minutes ate, stretched and continued on.

its the best feeling when you see the brooklyn bridge because you know its the home stretch and when you get to the finish line this is what you see and you know that the miles that you walked were just steps closer to saving someones life.

im really sore today but it was worth it. i love you wes and this helped me in a huge way to deal with you being gone. it helped me realize that it wasnt that i was a bad friend who couldnt help you, it was that i didnt have the power too. by walking we  helped to raise awareness so people can get the help and support they need so that there wont be another wes. <3